There's two voices inside of me
There's two forces it's frightening
Day and night the forces fight
Not sure which side's winning, despite
knowing who's side i'm on.

One voice makes me do wrong things
Despite the warning the other sings
"Remember what happened last time" it rings
"The short lived joy that doesnt satisfy"
My thought's arry, in the battleground of my mind

p.s. i warned you that it was cliche'

My respect,
At least
It's something
You'll accept
From me.

More than what i have to give
Is less than you deserve
If i could make this dream come true
If i could find the nerve

The clamour of awkward silence
Interspersed with clumsy stutter
Mincing words and serving up
On rice, long-glazed in butter

O butter of false motives
So bitter yet so sweet
For one as me to secure
One as you, a daring feat

When that night, dispatch of dreams
Reared its head, adorned and crowned
Expectations drew to head
Eyes appear to eye around
For the eyes that can't be found
Where once a smile had lain
Now affixed a saddened frown

O butter of false motives
So bitter yet so sweet?
For one as me to secure
one as you, a trick? or treat?

Her eyes are only for you
What's a guy like me to do?

Sometimes it's better to accept the fact
That on the highway of love, there's only one way traffic

And their aint no turning back

I need to damn the stream of time
I need to make this moment mine

Empty and hollow
Life's pill that you swallow
You live for today
Instead of tomorrow
And to your demise
You thoughtlessly say
Heaven and Hell
Are a lifetime away