Ooooooooh, i finded some old stuffs #2

Wandering through life as a lone wanderer
An enemy in the thick of it
Sometimes walking is better than running
Tripping seems to take the fun out of the whole thing

He walks up the stairs and turns the mantle-piece
There he spies the train wreckage of his life
Memories he would rather forget
Wouldn't it help if we started to live in reality


Life isn't some sort of game
You can't reload when you mess it up
What you do in the present has consequences
Why can't you just realize the fact of that

You think you can leave and things won't change?
If you could just see your mistakes
Is there not an eraser?
Love is the eraser of life

Ooooooooh, i finded some old stuffs #1

We sit so close so close together
Things couldn't be further from the truth
We live in separate worlds
Separated by alienating feelings
Attempt in progress.. it's no use

Why can't things work out between us
Caught between feelings and pressure
Fear of denial or fear of rejection
Stalking you is a joy and a privilege

Truth hurts, but the thought of losing you
Consumes even that

Honesty,
when you
share the
truth with me.

It's a small world that we live in
Shake this globe
Let the sprinkles fill the sky
Is it snow
That covers the ground
with flakes of laughter?
Sprinkle my day with happiness
Lest I be consumed,
Swollowed whole
by repetition's shackles

I am a living, dying contradiction

Vulnerabubble

I'm a non-committer,
The only place I dare to dream
Is the only place I've ever been
Don't change a thing
Don't take a risk
What can be more comforting
Than this sweet bliss

Love isnt worth the risk
Better to forgo happiness
than to become undone

You burst the bubble
You shatter my defenses
Shards, all that remain
You render me
Defenseless

This is my theme song for the 2nd half of the year

Coldplay - Shiver

So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention, do you?
I know you don't listen to me
'Cause you say you see straight through me, don't you?

But on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waitin' in line, just to see if you care

Oh…
Did you want me to change?
But I'd change for good
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say…

Don't you shiver
Shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waiting for you

So you know how much I need you
But you never even see me, do you?
And is this my final chance of getting you?

And on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care, if you care

Oh…
Did you want me to change?
Well I'd change for good
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say…

Don't you shiver
Don't you shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waitin' for you

Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you, for you
I will always be waiting…

And it's you I see but you don't see me
And it's you I hear so loud and so clear
I sing it loud and clear
And I'll always be waiting for you

So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention
And you know how much I need you
But you never even see me